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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

The Weight



I am a large person. fat, obese, overweight whatever you choose to call it. I have been big all my life. I remember the first time someone called me fat. I was a small child. It was a relative. It hurt me so bad. When she said, " You're fat!" it took my breathe away. Every time she said it it became harder and harder for me to breathe. Finally I shut her up. I bloodied her nose.


Being large woman, I was treated different by men. I never dated. I was always the one who was "like a sister". I was the "understanding" one.... never desired. I was never taken seriously.

Men picked me up after dark. After their girlfriends and wives were home in bed. Booty call must have been written on my forehead.


I married the first man who showed a slight interest in me. He only married me for the children. He goes to single's clubs, stripbars and is seen frequently around town with other women. He takes them out on the town while I stay at home. He is ashamed of me. He hates my body. So do I.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

you are the way you are and you will find someone who loves your body as much as you should. DUMP THIS GUY! If he isnt treating you right then kick him to the curb. Try one of those gastric bypass things( you can google it) or just work really hard with someone who is mice and wont be afraid to push you on working out and eating right! you can do it i know you can. your beautiful on the inside and thats what counts! confront a family member and tell them what you want to do, im sure they will help you because they want whats best for you or find a good friend. Talk about it, it will really help your self assteam. You are loved you shouldnt put yourself down. :) :) ♥ ♥

Anonymous said...

I THINK THAT YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE AND YOU DONT NEED THE TYPE OF MAN YOUR WITH YOU CAN FIND YOUR SELF SOME ONE BETTER AND THAT IS GOING TO LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE NOT FOR WHAT YOU HAVE OR WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE AND DONT PUT YOUR SELF DOWN YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN THE WAY YOU ARE EVERY WOMAN IS BEAUTIFUL IN THERE OWN WAY TAKE REALLY GOOD CARE OF YOUR SELF AND DONT LET YOUR MAN TREAT YOU THAT WAY BECAUSE I AM PRETTY SURE YOU DONT DESERVE IT..

annie. said...

lose weight then. i hate fat people that moan about being fat then do nothing about it but feel sorry for themselves. get a grip. i was fat. in the past month i've lost 2 and a half stone. its not impossible. no one really cares. its probs your own fault you're fat anyways.

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